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Feb. 1st, 2013 11:32 pm I'm irrationally angry tonight. Like, proper 'I want to kill everyone and everything' angry, which is unusual for me. I do occasionally get bad moods, but nothing on this scale- not for a long time, anyway. I am not happy about this. In fact, I am fucking furious about it.
Several things are adding to my deep rage, although normally they would be little more than slightly annoying.
1. My doll's tracking has not updated, still. It's been stuck on 'forwarded for export' since the 17th of January. I did contact the seller and she was told that EMS now takes a while due to cutbacks. I don't doubt her, but I really wish there was some way I couldstab the postal service force the postal service to speed the hell up. I basically spent all my 'spare' money on this doll, and I would really like to, you know, have it. All the stuff I bought for him has arrived, so all I am missing is the doll himself. >_<;
2. My hand blender has broken. A bit of plastic has come off the end of it and now the rest of the end is deforming because it no longer has any integrity. I think I need a metal one, which means spending a minimum of £15 for anything decent. Money which I can't really spare this month, because of the damn doll which has yet to leave the USA! >_<; ARGH!
3. Ad has been hovering around like a bad smell, being clingy and attention-seeking. He is revising for an exam (as am I), and whenever he has to do that it's suddenly like living with a 5 year old. He knows full well that I am having a bad mood day, and also that I like to be left the fuck alone when I am revising, but despite this he keeps knocking on my door, wanting to stand about sighing and fishing for me to ask him questions because he can't be arsed to start a conversation. If I don't answer when he knocks, he comes in anyway and excuses it by saying 'you didn't answer, I wanted to make sure you were ok.' I have outright told him to get out and leave me alone twice. I guarantee that he will come back again at least once more this evening. I want to punch him. Hard.
I have very little else to add, other than to say that I have to go into town tomorrow to buy a new blender and that pisses me off. I also need to go food shopping, which also pisses me off. I hate spending money on food. No idea why, but I do. Or maybe I just do tonight- to be honest, I have no idea any more and if I keep typing I'm going to end up smashing my keyboard to pieces in a fit of rage.
Several things are adding to my deep rage, although normally they would be little more than slightly annoying.
1. My doll's tracking has not updated, still. It's been stuck on 'forwarded for export' since the 17th of January. I did contact the seller and she was told that EMS now takes a while due to cutbacks. I don't doubt her, but I really wish there was some way I could
2. My hand blender has broken. A bit of plastic has come off the end of it and now the rest of the end is deforming because it no longer has any integrity. I think I need a metal one, which means spending a minimum of £15 for anything decent. Money which I can't really spare this month, because of the damn doll which has yet to leave the USA! >_<; ARGH!
3. Ad has been hovering around like a bad smell, being clingy and attention-seeking. He is revising for an exam (as am I), and whenever he has to do that it's suddenly like living with a 5 year old. He knows full well that I am having a bad mood day, and also that I like to be left the fuck alone when I am revising, but despite this he keeps knocking on my door, wanting to stand about sighing and fishing for me to ask him questions because he can't be arsed to start a conversation. If I don't answer when he knocks, he comes in anyway and excuses it by saying 'you didn't answer, I wanted to make sure you were ok.' I have outright told him to get out and leave me alone twice. I guarantee that he will come back again at least once more this evening. I want to punch him. Hard.
I have very little else to add, other than to say that I have to go into town tomorrow to buy a new blender and that pisses me off. I also need to go food shopping, which also pisses me off. I hate spending money on food. No idea why, but I do. Or maybe I just do tonight- to be honest, I have no idea any more and if I keep typing I'm going to end up smashing my keyboard to pieces in a fit of rage.
