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[misguidance]

 Today I witnessed something at work which I can only describe as completely traumatic.  It was unavoidable- nobody did anything wrong- just a prime example of nature being an ass to people who don't deserve it. 

I still love my job, but today made me question why I'm doing this.  I am exhausted, and shaken, and I cried on the bus on the way home.  And tomorrow I have to go back to that place and do it all again.