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Jun. 25th, 2012 10:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
misguidance Today has been shitty shitty shitty. >_<. Completely shitty. And not for any reason, either- I am just feeling depressed and crappy and horrible. I have ruined my diet with a junk food binge (pretty much a month's worth of syns in one meal. Yay.), and I am stressed with the 2 essays that I have to finish tomorrow. And of course, I am too depressed to settle and actually write the damn essays- instead I just sit here staring at them. I have cranked out maybe 4 sentences in 3 hours.
The worst thing is, there is absolutely no reason for me to feel this low. I have had a few days off from work (and actually, I have done quite a bit of work while I have been off- the essays are just the last part), I am well rested, and things are actually ok. But my stupid, broken brain is still telling me that I am depressed, and there is nothing at all that I can do about it. -__-;
Tomorrow I am just going to go back on my diet and try to move on from this. Hopefully I have not completely fucked up my weight loss with this.
The worst thing is, there is absolutely no reason for me to feel this low. I have had a few days off from work (and actually, I have done quite a bit of work while I have been off- the essays are just the last part), I am well rested, and things are actually ok. But my stupid, broken brain is still telling me that I am depressed, and there is nothing at all that I can do about it. -__-;
Tomorrow I am just going to go back on my diet and try to move on from this. Hopefully I have not completely fucked up my weight loss with this.
