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[misguidance]

 Today has been shitty shitty shitty. >_<.  Completely shitty.   And not for any reason, either- I am just feeling depressed and crappy and horrible.  I have ruined my diet with a junk food binge (pretty much a month's worth of syns in one meal.  Yay.), and I am stressed with the 2 essays that I have to finish tomorrow.  And of course, I am too depressed to settle and actually write the damn essays- instead I just sit here staring at them.  I have cranked out maybe 4 sentences in 3 hours.

The worst thing is, there is absolutely no reason for me to feel this low.  I have had a few days off from work (and actually, I have done quite a bit of work while I have been off- the essays are just the last part), I am well rested, and things are actually ok.  But my stupid, broken brain is still telling me that I am depressed, and there is nothing at all that I can do about it. -__-;


Tomorrow I am just going to go back on my diet and try to move on from this.  Hopefully I have not completely fucked up my weight loss with this. 

Comments

[akacat]

Try not to worry about the diet -- many diets recommend cheating a bit for one meal a week. And you've been on it how long? I'm sure you're entitled to at least one slip.

[misguidance]

yeah, people keep saying this to me. I just wish I could make myself believe it, you know? XD