Not feeling life.

 I am having a major slump.  Emotionally, physically, financially.... everything is bad right now.  My diet is shot to hell, and I am as heavy as I have been in 4 years.  I can't write, which sucks because I wanted to use my time of uni to finish my novel.  I still don't have a job, so I have no money (and can't get jobseekers, because I am still legally a student.  Long story.)  I have also been having terrible headaches- like, pressure headaches of the worst kind, which is actually pretty scary since it's a symptom of the blood clot I had a while back.

The worst thing is my mood, though.  I'm not sleeping well, and my mood is just getting lower and lower.  I don't want to go outside, I don't want to socialise.... I just want to sleep, but I can't.  I'm still forcing myself to go to my knitting groups, but even that is getting difficult.  I don't really know what to do.  I have a dr's appointment coming up, but short of that, I don't have much in the way of option.